To say goodbye....

It was a brief encounter, an event beyond words ability to describe, complete accident, complete non-sense, illogical incident but it was magical, it was like the universe arranged for this to happen.
Accident do not take place, but if they do they rarely this magical. Two strangers meet and they somehow learn in few brief encounters without knowing one other carefully they have this ability to get one another almost completely.

They did not need to explain the obscure and strange nature of their mind to one another. The thoughts that made others frown out of discomfort when they heard them verbalize it, it only made them smile, smile because they get it.

They were too alike and strange, so strange that they both always told themselves that if there was one more of them this world would be too small for both of them. But here they were, two people so much alike, what there is for them to do? Should they pretend they never saw one another, should they just pretend so they do not need to say good bye? Should they continue and be amazed how much they are alike? But they know one day they would hate each other, hate each other for getting so used to one another, for known what the other one is like, for reading one another’s mind without the need for words; hating each other for known the thoughts, desires, personality, needs and for the addiction they might have to another one day. Hating the mutual need of one another that it might make them sick to think about it, the beating heart, the anxiety, the question, the thoughts, the jealousy and the apologies that follows’ soon after.

What them to do? Say good bye or pretend nothing happened.

Who knows maybe it was just all in their head, maybe they wanted to see the another that way all because they just wanted to, they needed to.

But yes, “Fihe Mafih”

So the next page is left blank intentionally so there is space for changes perhaps a chance to go back and add things if it was needed, maybe yes maybe make changes that made it better, made it all worthwhile, worth living...