2:06 AM, another late night.....

2:06 AM, another late night, or is it morning, I no longer know the difference between them. There isnt a night that I dont go to bed wishing how good it would have been if I was able to see a small glimps of what the future holds for me, for us, for the world. There isn’t a night that I wish I would have seen what future has, maybe than I could have changed the path I am taking right now, maybe I would have changed the path others are taking, so they would be alive, so they could be happy.

2:09 AM and I am realizing that some things are best to leave for the books, and most things are best to not to be thought about, at the end of the day reason can get you this fair, how far, well it is not far enough for me.

2:10AM, and now I realize the only thing I am sure of is the gradual forward motion of time and how in almost all cases I can never know where I might be in the few hours to come, but I know this much that there would be many events that I will face in my life that I did not want to face, however what is important is how I deal with them, I can set around and wish and wish and wish again to turn back time, or I can face the fact and move on.
So for now best is to B +.
2:12 AM, I sure hope Netherlands wins tonight :)