Friday, January 13, 2012
hmm
Cant wait till I am actually doing useful for the society.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
I suffer from goalesness
I just realised I suffer from goalesness. For those of you who are lucky enough to not to know of this disease let me tell something about it. I like to begin with a quick introduction about it, it is shit, real shit. That concludes the short introduction. Now allow me to go more in depth.
There are days I wake up all happy about the fact that I got no plans, I got nowhere to be, no assignment to do, no late meetings with bosses, no late hand in, no late design to be handed in to a client, feels great, just too great for it to be true. (And of course it is.)
And then there are days which I wake up, like an old man I pick on everything, I pick on the sun, yell at it, yell at it for why it is so freaking bright!
I even try to pick a fight with Siri, the stupid bitch is too fucking calm. I don’t blame her, she is after all lives in the clouds!
This diseases makes me want to call my boss and apologies for indirectly calling him a dickhead, but who am I kidding he is truly is a dickhead, hell with it, it was a dead end job anyway, couldn’t work for free for another 6 month till I graduate. And the other job with I actually got paid for, well hell with that, my body cant handle night shifts anymore. I could ask my friends for a job but I don’t like that, I don’t like it when people help me, there is this guilt I feel that I have to return the favour and I don’t know how. I will try to return the favour and all I do is create more awkward moment which probably might ruin another friendship.
So now I am left with a keyboard and a laptop to brag about it.
I guess the point of this disease is that sometimes we just go to say fuck it!
It is the last summer break I ever have so I might just keep on yelling at the sky, maybe one day the sun replies back to me!
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Your life and your technology
So I wondered what would my day be consist of if one day all those interaction medium is gone? So I decided to challenge my self by reducing the usage of those things. I dont have a problem with TV I hardly watch it, youtube has killed tv for me. The hard part would be not using youtube. So here is the plan for the next 30 days :
Monday, January 2, 2012
A will to will again
O yea so what is the point of this blog, I finally decided to keep this stupid silly project going (thank you, you know who you are)
Monday, August 22, 2011
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Friday, August 5, 2011
Human ability
You can only be liberated when you try to see reality and reflect on it. I am aware of the difficulties of known what is real and what you want it to be real. The vast majority of us live our life centered on wanting to make reality something else.
Do not get me wrong, don’t think I am promoting reality as a thing with a finite shape which cannot be changed, I am aware of the power of free will, the ability to shape our own reality, my point is accepting the limit of our ability. While it is normal to want your life to be in a certain way there are many factors which beyond our ability to control, do not feel lost and out of control when those things happen, this does not mean you are no in control of your life, infact you are, what you are not in control of is reality.
Reality consist of you, me, them, others, the table and, your life is defined based on your interaction of you with reality. You can control your interaction, however you can never predict the reality and the impact of your interaction with it, respect it and move on.
Do not see life as a battle and say ‘I accept defeat’, see life as life and realize you are a human with limited ability, respect your limit and grow with it.